YOUTH

Friday, September 28, 2007

9/28/2007 06:19:00 PM

I love you, Dad

And you should know I mean it

Cause I've never said it to you before

Not even when I was a little kid.

Cause I don't want to lose you

You're the only one I've ever had

Even when times get rough

I want to know that at least I still have my dad.

I just wanted to let you know
That I've put it all in my past

That now I wish to look forward

To a nice future that'll hopefully last.

I want my parents happily together again

No more fighting over stupid little things

I need a family that'll understand

And be there for me through anything.

So I'm sorry Dad for everything

And I forgive all of your mistakes.

Why did you have to go?

Why did you have to leave me?

I love you so much
You are my dad and I'm your daughter

I love you and I show it

But what I wonder is, why did you have to go?

nazira, i know you were there with me during the painful days of my life. remember i came crying to you at 9 on the 14th february 2006? i cried so badly that i drenched my shirt. my mum was worried sick at that time as my prepaid was low too and i'm still not back yet by 10. my mum called you. when i miss my dad, i always came up to you and you kindly lend me your shoulder for me to cry on. when i need someone to talk to, you were always there for me. you even got scolded by your mum for being home late just because you don't want me to bottle up my sadness. but now, i have to cry to myself. thank you for being there for me all this while naz. i won't forget you. if you need me, i'll be here and there for you. thank you, my karaoke partner. ):

9/28/2007 03:03:00 PM

okay its 3.04pm now and i'm still in school waiting for julie. she's having intensive 2 hours maths remedial. today was okay because i didn't study much. physics was fine. i spent the 2 free periods reading chicken soup. i didn't listen to mr see during maths cause i was busy crying to myself. i decided to sit with josephine during geography and concentrate. and atlast, mrs tan called me ''AINI'' instead of ''NUR'AINI''. i'm happy with mrs tan. after school, went to the library with julie to bitch and bitch and bitch. okay, thats all. lets call it a day, love! (:

can you not appear infront of me? seeing your face can make me burst into tears. i can't believe you did this to me. i don't want to hate you. but i'm so disappointed in you. you've got your new partners and i've got mine. we shall stay this way, to prevent further heartbreaking incidents. i still love you, my friend. (:

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

9/26/2007 08:25:00 PM

i'm so disappointed in you. you convinced me in the first place and so i give you everything you want. but i got something so bad in return. thank you, friend. i will always remember you. (:

9/26/2007 07:52:00 PM

hello! okay, its time to blog before end-of-year begins. school was okay today. PE was extremely fun. today is the semi-final for the badminton tournament. at first we were supposed to play singles, but since it was too slow, esther decided that we play double. i played with naz, then weiting, then lina, then fathiyah. chemistry was suicidal. miss lim gave us worksheets and previous year papers. so she walked around the whole class monitoring us. i decided not to study chemistry but instead do my book review. cathryn, qian yu, ram, alan and i decided to skip recess assembly and enjoyed the wind at the corridor. english was fine. atleast ms yzelman didn't give us work to do. mother tongue was okay okay. everyone was so sleepy but cikgu insisted to continue with the lesson. julie had lunch bunch after school while i revised maths and english at the concourse. okay till here. i have to do my book promotion. cheerio!

i hope everything is okay, dear friend. i'm just a turn away from you. (:

Monday, September 24, 2007

9/24/2007 07:35:00 PM

hello! sorry for updating super late. i have been busy with school and mugging. like real! i just got home from sembawang library with beloved most beloved julie to finish our book review and exchange thoughts. beloved most beloved julie and me decided to buy water bottle, umbro shirt and jersey before we go to cambodia. so start saving, love! i have nothing more to say. GET WELL SOON, FATHIYAH! (:

Thursday, September 20, 2007

9/20/2007 06:14:00 PM

HELLO BLOGHOPPERS!! i'm currently at sembawang library with beloved beloved most beloved julie having fun doing book reviews. we are having fun like no one could ever experienced before. we laughed non-stop and giggle non-stop. julie bought me an eraser and pencil lead. so i bought julie coloured markers. we decided not to bring it to school so as to prevent it from getting stolen and borrowed. haha. julie promise to buy me a BIG BIG cup of milk tea after the fasting month. okay till here. i want to break fast at home with nice foods and no in the library with this old man taking off his shoes.

Labels: i'm ssssssssssssssssssssssssssooooooooooooooooooooooooo glad lah. aren't you, julie? ;)

Friday, September 14, 2007

9/14/2007 08:15:00 PM

HAPPY FASTING TO ALL MUSLIMS!

okay, hello to all blog-hoppers. school was okay. physics was fun only when mr chai paid extra attention to me. we had our 2 free periods and we talked crap. maths was free too. cause mr see decided not to teach us as he wants us to do our chapter summary. but naz and i decided to look around the class and disturb richard and zhen wei. geography was fun cause mrs tan brought us to the IT Resource Room 3. khairi, fathiyah and i used the computer illegally while mrs tan was busy teaching about coast. we went blog-hopping and friendster-hopping. khairi and i disturbed fathiyah and she kept saying that we are bad. supposingly, i have to go for Maths Night Class but i'm super lazy to wear the uniform and go to school at night. so happy studying, naz and fathiyah. (:

Labels: HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY, LOVE. (:

Wednesday, September 05, 2007

9/05/2007 05:41:00 PM

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY JULIE!! GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR FUTURE ENDEAVOURS. I KNOW YOU LOVE THE SURPRISE AND I KNOW YOU LOVE US. TAKECARE. (:

okay lets blog about yesterday. i woke up at 10.30am thanks to my message reminder. washed up and called julie. she was expecting me to wish her but i just kept quiet and gave her thousands of excuses for not wishing her on time. she told me she was sad cause theres no celebration for her this time round. haha. met naz, khidhir and lina at sembawang mrt. waited for kak yanah then we went to buy julie's birthday cake. on the way to julie's, waited for khairi at sembawang mrt. we light up the candles in the lift and kak yanah open the door and we rushed in. julie was ssssoooo happy. haha. ate the cake, had lunch, watched love is cinta then went home. i skipped ngaji and went straight home. called julie at 12.45am and whispered like crazy. haha. till here. cheerio!

Labels: mak tok is no longer with us.. :(

Monday, September 03, 2007

9/03/2007 03:59:00 PM

hello! i'm back to blog. okay, had geography remedial in the morning. i woke up at 10 but i couldn't get my ass of the cosy bed so i continue sleeping till 10.30am. i reached school at 11.05am and waited for lina to come. we went up to the class but it was empty. at first we thought that the class was cancelled but wei lun came and said that mrs tan is in the computer lab 5. so we rushed in to get the best seat. me, ady, yonnesky, prajna, lina and khairi were caught using the computer illegally. mrs tan started nagging and bla bla bla. she dragged the lesson till 1pm and everyone was complaining and making alot of funny funny noises. till here. cheerio! (: